First Post
Welcome to my first post. I'm scared of writing blogs, I don't wanna go too personal or too vague, even though those kind of things shouldn't matter when there's barely any censorship.
Anyways, I feel the same gloomy shit as always. Pessimism about the future, questioning the worth of my life, the unnecessary feeling of being not enough when I've tried the hardest and made the best choices I could for the sake of my wellbeing.
I haven't been able to draw as much as I did in 2023, but ive said that all too many times. There are positive things I've seen in my current works. My projects are a lot meaningful now that I apply writing more (which has drastically improved over the past year). I don't wanna keep it that way, though. I want to finish the comic I've worked on for over six months. I want people to see my drawings again. But I try not to take it too seriously. I can't make people like every art I make.
Anyways, despite falling onto bad habits all over again, I'm going through good things as well. I finally upgraded from my 8 year old laptop (also gave my ipad to my sister, welcome back pen tablet artist shuun) and slowly regaining my creative strength in several ways. Also, I'm reading the artists way, hope I could complete it on good terms.
Anyways, that's all for me. Peace