incompetence
Hello, I'm back. It's been very hard for me to draw lately, and I have no idea who to blame but myself.
These kinda blogs are fun, no lie. At a time when every mainstream platform wants to overstimulate you till you forget how to use your brain properly, blogging lets you think slower and makes you reflect more. So I'm glad to be able to blog right now.
From the last few drawings I've made, it's obvious that I need to improve on anatomy. But the thought of workng on it feels so difficult. Trust me, I've tried everything. Another reason why I couldnt get myself to learn because I have an addiction to surfing the web. Yes, I still surf the web. Even though it's much more fun to surf from neocities and are.na now compoared to the SEO-optimized Search Engines.
I dont know if it's just me, but disconnecting from Wi-Fi for a couple hours is quite healthy and should be normalized. I mean back then, we couldn't use a computer if the telephone is being used, so why rely on Wi-Fi 24/7?
I have downloaded a hell ton of videos and music so I don't rely too much on streaming. I even got an iPod because switching things from my PC/laptop is also very distracting. I tried whatever I could to be more productive, but most of the time it keeps backfiring.
Maybe my brain gets distracted too easily, and this will come easier for others. As if modern apps aren't designed to be addicting. As if we aren't forced to keep using Wi-Fi for work (looking at you Canva) when we want ton focus without Wi-Fi at all. As if someone who doesn't reply to their text quickly is considered evil and rithless. As if we're not forced to use a smartphone for every single stupid aspect of our life.
As if we're not getting closer to the world of 1984 by George Orwell.
Okay, I should calm down. Maybe I can try blogging instead of watching another shitty youtube video. There's a ton of cool ideas lanned in my head, and I dont want it to go to waste.
Thats all for now. Hope you have a great day